Chrissy Teigen says she did not “completely deal with” the loss of her young son Jack

Chrissy Teigen revealed that as the first anniversary of the death of her young son Jack approaches, she still has not “completely dealt with” the loss of her young son.

Teigen and her husband John Legend are upset. Lost the third child in September 2020Later, the pregnant model was admitted to the hospital for excessive bleeding due to weak placenta.

And share it in a post from the heart Instagram On Sunday, Tegen admitted that she had been struggling recently because she was reminded of the tragedy while writing the book.

Tegen described in the caption of a photo that she looked optimistic when she was sitting at the dining table with the legend in New York City. She wrote in part that she “recently was just reminiscing about New York. Things were very simple at the time. This year and what I have done and experienced in my life.

“I’ve been a bit low lately. At the beginning I was thinking about the title of my book and typing in’My third child is here!!’, just like in the recipe, and then realized that my third child would never be in Here. Then I realized that I was devoting myself to the book, and I didn’t expect the real third child.

“I really don’t think I have processed Jack completely, and now I don’t have alcohol to numb it, things are… there, waiting to be recognized. I think what I’m talking about here is that life is too damn complicated. “

July, star Share a video clip of her crying After her delayed access to the couple’s fan emails, she flipped through a batch of belated fans’ letters of condolences and gifts for Jack’s death.

Tegen showed a large number of letters in his Instagram Story post. He said outside the camera: “This is just the pile of letters we just received, because the place where we usually receive emails-where you send them-has been closed. Reopened.”

“Now we have everything,” Tegan continued, because she could be heard sobbing. “You sent the most amazing condolences, cards, and books. I just want you to know that we received all of these, all. I will read them all, okay? I love you.”

When they announced the loss of their son in 2020, the 35-year-old Tegen and the 42-year-old Legend said in a joint statement on their respective social media accounts: “We are shocked, in the kind of deep pain you only hear. In, the kind of pain we have never felt before.

“Despite bag after bag of blood transfusion, we have not been able to stop the bleeding and provide our baby with the fluid he needs. This is not enough.”

They continued: “We didn’t decide on the baby’s name until the last moment after we were born, before we left the hospital.” “But for some reason, we started to call this little guy in my belly Jack. So He will always be Jack to us. Jack works hard to be a member of our small family, and he will always be.

“To our Jack-I’m sorry, you encountered so many complications in the first few minutes of your life, we can’t provide you with the home you need to survive. We will always love you.”

They also addressed the 5-year-old “Pokémon” Luna and 3-year-old Miles, and thanked the supporters for their “positive energy, thoughts and prayers.”

The statement read: “We are very grateful for the life we ​​have, for our lovely babies Luna and Miles, for all the wonderful things we can experience.” “But every day cannot be full of sunshine. In this darkest day , We will be sad, we will cry out our eyes. But we will work harder to embrace and love each other and get through the difficulties.”

A black-and-white photo was attached to the post on October 1, 2020. In the photo, Tegen was lying on the hospital bed with tears and the musician legend holding her hand.